Love, Marriage and Mrs. Jinnah

The following is a link to a very nice article regarding the multicultural mixing and problems. Worth reading.

http://dawn.com/2012/12/07/love-marriage-and-mrs-jinnah/

Some amazing little biographies

Following are the links to some amazing little biographies that i came across. Amazing to read and fell them.

http://dawn.com/2012/11/01/crazy-diamonds/
http://dawn.com/2012/11/08/crazy-diamonds-ii/
http://dawn.com/2012/11/29/crazy-diamonds-iii/
http://dawn.com/2012/12/06/crazy-diamonds-iv/

I learnt......

I always learnt in life how to live without certain things and people......Now Im going to learn how to live with certain things and people..... I wonder which one is more painful....I wonder if i'll be good in this as i used to be in the past......

Titleless...

It will be soon over i guess.....I cant believe it will be over this way.......I cant believe it will shake me this way.......it seems like i am paralysed....not able to respond to anything.....my heart is suffocating dying begging but i am not listening to it this time......how strange sometimes everything is perfect, so smooth, nothing bad, nothing that anyone can put a finger on.....but you cant accept it....you heart says no no no but not able to give any reason except that it doesnt want to accept......


Im tired .....cant fight anymore.....cant hope for anymore.....i dont have time to hope anything......i hve prayed a lot and now i am silent.....totally silent.....going with the wind.....allowing it either destroy me or save me......i dont see anyother way....i am not even able to try......so heart im sorry its time to kill you forever.....i wonder if in the other world you could live your way.....


when i heard this trumpet song i felt i could associate that to myself....



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WACk35o-GlI

A song I liked recently..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYA-77Av2-0

I always write so complex (atleast to me) things and negative too....so just thought to share something niether positive nor negative but just something I enjoy..

I loved this song from Grey's Anatomy "Sunday" by Sia.....just listened...liked and shared.A serene saturday so far.....

Im Hating Questions....

I dont know what kind of phase this is in life.....I have become immensely irritated by almost everything....I feel like i am always on the verge of starting a fight....and I AM HATING QUESTIONS......i hate to answer bullshit questions from all around me.......all the phylosophical questions, questions that people just ask to prove their own stupid intellectualism, questions about my existance about my moral values about my sincereties about my view of life about my career about a women life about the main cause of life about future about food about why not answer my that n that question about my mood about my health about everything...........i am tired of all im tired of questions.....


ya ya i know it will be said that i am one of the most ungrateful and un thankful person....people ask about me they care about me they love me thats why ask me questions......if its been a few years back i would have loved all the questions and would answer them but now i am sick of all of them.......i am getting mad and questions make me more mad.......questions are like needles that rupture my soul.......im hating everything.....i dont know what i want........except hiding somewhere far away from all questions, all assumptions, all bullshits with serenity.
I dont know whats right and wrong....I dont want to argue and i dont want to answer any question.

life has lost its meaning...

Things are losing their meaning....things which used to make me happy, sad, excited have lost their touch. I used to go mad for books...a single visit to a bookstore used to bring happiness for months.....i used to love movies.....a movie seen once in the winter vaccation used to make me dream......I used to be passionate about career, about future, about life....Im not anymore..... Its rightly said that to know everything is bad....when you know too much there is nothing to know anymore and you wish you never knew that.....I remember one of bano qudsia story in which a guy loses all his interest in life.....good things doesnt give him happiness, bad things didnt hurt him, he lost all the excitement of life.....and finally commits suicide. People say nothing is enough for human beings they always want more....why dont i want more.....i have forgotten what i wanted....infact i never knew what i wanted.......am i unthankful to HIM?? Im all trapped.....Im just experiencing things that are disturbing....i am dragging my self in life......there isnt a single interesting thing.....why ALLAH's world has become small for me why HIS creations seems limited to me...why is HE showing just the disturbing part??? why not telling me what i want......... Im sick of telling people what i think what are my views.....i am losing my thought process.....i cant think straight anymore.....its like each day i spent a fake day....i want to get rid but of what i dot know... Does this point comes in everyone's life when you stop feeling anything and nothing makes any difference???