its hurting....

its hurting a lot....dont know why but its hurting.....i am standing at the same place except the fact that the pain is greater every time.... it doesnt matter how much you know life..doesnt matter how much you know people, how much experience you are, how much you have seen the world... when it hurts it hurts like hell... you cant recall how you became stupid...how you missed all those facts.. they all came after you lost....
heart is such a cruel thing....it gives you hope of water after every 10 steps in desert...whe you dont get it it gives you pain...it cries but it just keeps on giving you hopes and make you suffer all the life....i dont know when i'll stop listening to it.... "MAY BE" just dont vanishes from my life.... i cant take this anymore....just cant.....
MOLA end it...or end me....YOU have to do something.....
im dying......