life has lost its meaning...
Things are losing their meaning....things which used to make me happy, sad, excited have lost their touch. I used to go mad for books...a single visit to a bookstore used to bring happiness for months.....i used to love movies.....a movie seen once in the winter vaccation used to make me dream......I used to be passionate about career, about future, about life....Im not anymore..... Its rightly said that to know everything is bad....when you know too much there is nothing to know anymore and you wish you never knew that.....I remember one of bano qudsia story in which a guy loses all his interest in life.....good things doesnt give him happiness, bad things didnt hurt him, he lost all the excitement of life.....and finally commits suicide. People say nothing is enough for human beings they always want more....why dont i want more.....i have forgotten what i wanted....infact i never knew what i wanted.......am i unthankful to HIM?? Im all trapped.....Im just experiencing things that are disturbing....i am dragging my self in life......there isnt a single interesting thing.....why ALLAH's world has become small for me why HIS creations seems limited to me...why is HE showing just the disturbing part??? why not telling me what i want......... Im sick of telling people what i think what are my views.....i am losing my thought process.....i cant think straight anymore.....its like each day i spent a fake day....i want to get rid but of what i dot know... Does this point comes in everyone's life when you stop feeling anything and nothing makes any difference???
posted by Lilac at
9:22 AM
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We live by our imaginations, by our admirations, by our sentiments. And once they run out, it's time you woke from your dream and begin a new one.
But the problem is I dont have any dream anymore. and i cant even figure it out. WHY? I dont know. It feels like i am waiting for some external force to put me on some track or i am lost forever.
There must be something you wish for silently. Do you believe wishes come true? It's only when you do, hope becomes a waking dream.
Try start living for others, try to jump out of what you want or what u want to know... try to see what people around you want to have not from you but what they actually want... in life..they may be your loved ones they may be your enemy....yes this sort of thinking do come in one's mind when he started portraying things only from his thinking.....
Those who work for others, think for others for them life is not finished not fake or not small..... they have things to explore and trust me only few of us try to use this practice in our life... remember its easy to judge life from your own eye rather than accepting it from the others....
take care
''People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. In the end, it is between you and HIM not you and them. ''
Mother Teresa. I thought this quote was an ideal for the matter in hand. But ironically, someone like her, who seemed so content in belief, was actually, extremely conflicted with her faith, absolutely contrary to our beliefs.
if it would be just me i would let the people to cheat on me to decieve me to be unfair to me to hate me or whatever they want....but its not easy in anyway
when you begin to let life do whatever it wants to...it changes the trick....there is always some way to hurt someone....and life knows that...
when you are fine with your loved ones hurtful behaviours when you say its ok if a loved one hurt me or dont care abt me...if thats the way my loved one is happy thats fine with me.....but then life takes a turn around and finds out the way to pinch you in another way...the same loved one will begin to ask you things that is not just hurting you but others also...others may be your other loved ones or other people...or other things that you are not able to do....you have to choose then and that rips you apart...that left you all alone...and despite of everything u are no good in anyones books....
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