I learnt......

I always learnt in life how to live without certain things and people......Now Im going to learn how to live with certain things and people..... I wonder which one is more painful....I wonder if i'll be good in this as i used to be in the past......

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It will be soon over i guess.....I cant believe it will be over this way.......I cant believe it will shake me this way.......it seems like i am paralysed....not able to respond to anything.....my heart is suffocating dying begging but i am not listening to it this time......how strange sometimes everything is perfect, so smooth, nothing bad, nothing that anyone can put a finger on.....but you cant accept it....you heart says no no no but not able to give any reason except that it doesnt want to accept......


Im tired .....cant fight anymore.....cant hope for anymore.....i dont have time to hope anything......i hve prayed a lot and now i am silent.....totally silent.....going with the wind.....allowing it either destroy me or save me......i dont see anyother way....i am not even able to try......so heart im sorry its time to kill you forever.....i wonder if in the other world you could live your way.....


when i heard this trumpet song i felt i could associate that to myself....



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WACk35o-GlI

A song I liked recently..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYA-77Av2-0

I always write so complex (atleast to me) things and negative too....so just thought to share something niether positive nor negative but just something I enjoy..

I loved this song from Grey's Anatomy "Sunday" by Sia.....just listened...liked and shared.A serene saturday so far.....

Im Hating Questions....

I dont know what kind of phase this is in life.....I have become immensely irritated by almost everything....I feel like i am always on the verge of starting a fight....and I AM HATING QUESTIONS......i hate to answer bullshit questions from all around me.......all the phylosophical questions, questions that people just ask to prove their own stupid intellectualism, questions about my existance about my moral values about my sincereties about my view of life about my career about a women life about the main cause of life about future about food about why not answer my that n that question about my mood about my health about everything...........i am tired of all im tired of questions.....


ya ya i know it will be said that i am one of the most ungrateful and un thankful person....people ask about me they care about me they love me thats why ask me questions......if its been a few years back i would have loved all the questions and would answer them but now i am sick of all of them.......i am getting mad and questions make me more mad.......questions are like needles that rupture my soul.......im hating everything.....i dont know what i want........except hiding somewhere far away from all questions, all assumptions, all bullshits with serenity.
I dont know whats right and wrong....I dont want to argue and i dont want to answer any question.