life has lost its meaning...

Things are losing their meaning....things which used to make me happy, sad, excited have lost their touch. I used to go mad for books...a single visit to a bookstore used to bring happiness for months.....i used to love movies.....a movie seen once in the winter vaccation used to make me dream......I used to be passionate about career, about future, about life....Im not anymore..... Its rightly said that to know everything is bad....when you know too much there is nothing to know anymore and you wish you never knew that.....I remember one of bano qudsia story in which a guy loses all his interest in life.....good things doesnt give him happiness, bad things didnt hurt him, he lost all the excitement of life.....and finally commits suicide. People say nothing is enough for human beings they always want more....why dont i want more.....i have forgotten what i wanted....infact i never knew what i wanted.......am i unthankful to HIM?? Im all trapped.....Im just experiencing things that are disturbing....i am dragging my self in life......there isnt a single interesting thing.....why ALLAH's world has become small for me why HIS creations seems limited to me...why is HE showing just the disturbing part??? why not telling me what i want......... Im sick of telling people what i think what are my views.....i am losing my thought process.....i cant think straight anymore.....its like each day i spent a fake day....i want to get rid but of what i dot know... Does this point comes in everyone's life when you stop feeling anything and nothing makes any difference???