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It will be soon over i guess.....I cant believe it will be over this way.......I cant believe it will shake me this way.......it seems like i am paralysed....not able to respond to anything.....my heart is suffocating dying begging but i am not listening to it this time......how strange sometimes everything is perfect, so smooth, nothing bad, nothing that anyone can put a finger on.....but you cant accept it....you heart says no no no but not able to give any reason except that it doesnt want to accept......


Im tired .....cant fight anymore.....cant hope for anymore.....i dont have time to hope anything......i hve prayed a lot and now i am silent.....totally silent.....going with the wind.....allowing it either destroy me or save me......i dont see anyother way....i am not even able to try......so heart im sorry its time to kill you forever.....i wonder if in the other world you could live your way.....


when i heard this trumpet song i felt i could associate that to myself....



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WACk35o-GlI