What sort of day is today.....

What sort of day n night are today......serenity is everywhere.....my heart is calm n satisfied even after committing so many sins......i am not feeling the restlessness tonight.....everything is the same yet i am all so contented......love is errupting from inside me.......want to hug everyone.....want to smile to everyone........the happiness of giving to its fullest has got me into trance.......its like a beautiful rainy night......the feeling of dispersion......the feeling of i am everything and everything is me.......i dont know my soul has given up on me or what but this is what i am feeling........
Tonite is the night when everyone is praying from HIM.....when everyone is asking HIS forgiveness......giving their nights to HIM and me............me committed sins and feeling contented.......and feeling HIS love for me and mine for HIM......strange but true.....i wanna walk on a quite pathway with some touching melody on back......

Whats happening to me??? ............

People are Strange.....

People and people I mean me too are very strange......they do sometimes understand very easily a very complex thing.....they can narrate you that with perfect examples...will tell you all about the complexities ina way that you will understand the whole thing in no time, but then, you'll see them acting in totally opposite manner. They are not aware of this thing. Its not hypocrisy coz hypocrite knows that he is hypocrite but this is different. People are not aware of the fact that they have only understand a problem they have not accept it and there is a huge difference in it.
I dont know why it happens. Sometimes I think may be because HE shows that even after knowing everything you wont be able to understand or implement everything.

I dont know where it will lead.....what is the meaning of what I am writing???
I dont know what I want.... ?