whats goin on???
again turns came up in life.....as everyone says the practical life has jst started.....and as everyone says its the real toughest part....
i dnt know i am facing any problems or not....but i am sure of one thing in this practical life 99% problems are unknown and are coming from somewhere inside me.....practically the problems outside me are nt that great...they can be solved easily....but the inside remains unsolved......i am sad without reason.....excited...dnt know why......want to do something big and at times jst want to quit everything....want to be in party and then complete isolation...... and if the requirements are not fulfilled the heart sinks.....
insane???? thats what im writing about......i wish i could tell my all insanity to someone.....i wish someone just share my insanity or even just act to share...... i have got a lot of patience....people say i have got a lot of tolerance.....but i feel like i am the most impatient person.....my inside blasts with impatience but still i hold back somehow..... i have begun to feel that i am getting weaker day by day..... i cant hold back anymore....... everyword every sentence is losing its meaning for me...... everything seems to be worthless...... everything has something which creats confusion...... i begin to answer something... i begin to defend something...some idea or something else and then suddenly my mind gives a counter theory against that idea or thing and i became silent...... people dnt understand a thing...... i cant explain them anything in few words..... moreover they dnt even understand the long ..most explained things too....
i realize mostly this world cmprises of dummies..... the real genuine people are very few..... rest are just passing time......just the part of the game....... supporting actors...... i cant figure out my own place.......
the heart knows all these realities......heart knows nothing will last..... heart knows no one is with it forever..... it knows everything is but a mirage...... but still it cries over every little thing....it asks for insane things.... it believes in impossible things...... people say heart breaks....but i say no.....my heart makes n breaks n makes n breaks.....it keeps on doing that.....its getting weaker but its pace has increased.........
i dnt know where will it lead me...........
i dnt know i am facing any problems or not....but i am sure of one thing in this practical life 99% problems are unknown and are coming from somewhere inside me.....practically the problems outside me are nt that great...they can be solved easily....but the inside remains unsolved......i am sad without reason.....excited...dnt know why......want to do something big and at times jst want to quit everything....want to be in party and then complete isolation...... and if the requirements are not fulfilled the heart sinks.....
insane???? thats what im writing about......i wish i could tell my all insanity to someone.....i wish someone just share my insanity or even just act to share...... i have got a lot of patience....people say i have got a lot of tolerance.....but i feel like i am the most impatient person.....my inside blasts with impatience but still i hold back somehow..... i have begun to feel that i am getting weaker day by day..... i cant hold back anymore....... everyword every sentence is losing its meaning for me...... everything seems to be worthless...... everything has something which creats confusion...... i begin to answer something... i begin to defend something...some idea or something else and then suddenly my mind gives a counter theory against that idea or thing and i became silent...... people dnt understand a thing...... i cant explain them anything in few words..... moreover they dnt even understand the long ..most explained things too....
i realize mostly this world cmprises of dummies..... the real genuine people are very few..... rest are just passing time......just the part of the game....... supporting actors...... i cant figure out my own place.......
the heart knows all these realities......heart knows nothing will last..... heart knows no one is with it forever..... it knows everything is but a mirage...... but still it cries over every little thing....it asks for insane things.... it believes in impossible things...... people say heart breaks....but i say no.....my heart makes n breaks n makes n breaks.....it keeps on doing that.....its getting weaker but its pace has increased.........
i dnt know where will it lead me...........
posted by Lilac at
11:41 AM
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