final year...

there was a final year party a few days back......which was amazing...what happened after that is another story...lol...anyhow at that time i looked back and was like ok....another stop has come...metric....intermediate....and university.....and now the thing as the world says "the damn difficult practical life" is going to begin.....
people have told me so much bad things about this practical life that i begin to hate it long before entering it....i begin to repell everything in it.....i never heard from anyone that yes i am enjoying life.....enjoying each bit of it.....every day is a new day.....every pain teaches me something......every wound conquer a new world..... WHY NOT???
is really everyone suffering from practical life....what they are suffering from.....??? when i ask people what are your problems...they just tell a few common things...when i told them to do this an that and you will no longer suffer.....they are like ummm....hmmmm....okkk....will see....

what does this mean??? no matter what is it.....i hate it.....i dont know what i am going to do with my life but its not going to be like others......it will be either good or may be too bad but not like others.....

anyhow final year party was really yum.....got so many friends.....i am happy with it.....yet i am missing something.....i think the excitement of life.....i talk daily to a lot of friends and people and still if i have to sit lame for a few minutes it become hell....bloody me :(