i am here again....

writing after a loooooooooooooooonnngggg time....so many things happened in this gap...so many....i tried to write before always thinking what should i write in a proper manner....in a decent way....according to the events....but could never do so......today i thought i will write....and will not write whats happeneing...will just write coz i want to....whatever comes to my mind.....just given the examz.....that student life is over.......so what......i can continue if i want to....i hate the traditional things.....the things that "thats how world is" or " that how everything works" or "thats how everything ends"
yes there are certain things that are imposed on us from HIM but i believe that 99% are the ones which we impose on our ownself......we are afraid to break the routine we are afraid of the uncertain.....unaware of the fact that the uncertain comes when it has to.....we dont want to confront anything..dont want to grow.....we just want to keep silent and drag our lives as long as we can....
not aware that this same routine is eating us from inside....the frustrations that we feel have no solid reasons but we always want some solid materialistic reason behind everything.....

yes man is like that.....i am not saying he should change himself but there are some people who do want to grow who are not afraid of the uncertain whose life wants the new challenge and new things all the time.....let them have it.....just dont stop them...

i have written what i wanted to...for myself...and for those who do understand....so its ok if you consider it insane.....after all it is insane :)